I want to go now as far as i can

you know what im thinking now..

i want to go now as far as i can
i have a plan before to continue my study for master degree to US or country in europe, maybe this thing can be my strongest reason to live without any doubt from people,

OMG i love my mom, i wanna be with her..
my dad too,

but i feel its better if i live a way way far away from all of these things in my life...

i feel fucked up i swear...

i swore about that cheap person girl

LOL anyway
i swore so many times, that bitch wont be with me in the rest of my life.

i just playing with her now, no big deal, no plan, nothing for that bitch, i swear!

Cheap Person Girl

today i feel like its all enough..
i have nothing left in my heart to her. the one that i love the most before, the one that i felt that she's cute she's a kind person she's a good heart, she has a plain heart and character.
but damn she's a totally bitch!
i mean why she can be next to other boy in front of me like she want me jealous.

i dont know sometimes i believe it but sometimes i cant believe and sometimes she make my faith back.

sometimes i can say like what i say above sometime i can be happy with her..

 i doubt her virginity LOL i know i shouldnt write it but its my heart, its like i dont know who ill talk about this with.

this person is a bitchhhhhh!!!!!!!! fuckkkk!!!

oh no im depressed with this bitch..

i feel like i cant be listen to Jay Z song "i have 99 problems but a bitch aint one" no more

shes materialistic, gold digger maybe..

i think she just want my money at all..haha fuck it  i cant believe it.

i remember back the girl that i want the most, she is i dont know i forgot about her hahahhaha but i know her.

yoooo!!!! fuck !!
my life is fucked up!!!!!!

i will post her picture someday, shes a bitch!! cheap person girl, not loyal!